January 2012
36 posts
“Sometimes you never realize how much you care about someone until they stop...”
– (via eletheowl) (via eletheowl)
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SINCE WHEN DID THINGS GO WRONG?
HOW WHEN WHAT DID I DO? WHAT DIDN’T I DO?
WHY ?!?!??!?!?
I bid farewell
Its really not cool. Not cool at all to know everyone will either be working/schooling tomorrow.
Hais I don’t know who to go out with later on …. I want to make a short trip to tekka mall and visit some textile shops hoping to find a cotton paisley print . black and white to be precise. Can’t find any in Singapore so I shall make one myself in that case.
Then I want to wonder...
I’m grinding my teeth, wearing them down
this body is empty, an empty vessel
There isn’t any comfort, no soul, no peace
I can never have peace, if you’re not having any of it too
The seams have torn apart, the leaves have fallen
We choose to stay quiet, we choose to stay broken
My day went pretty well today :)
Started my day by waking up around 8am instead of the usual 11am/12pm and managed to had a short run, despite all odds. This has to be the proudest moment of the day.
Got myself chocolate biscuits to much on. and this amazing mini nasi lemak but it has the softest rice and such spectacular sambal. damn
I was surveying available courses held in nearby community...
Dwelling too much on the same negative thoughts that bind me, that resist me from venturing out new possibilities. I feel incapacitated. grabbed a fistful of dried snacks and stuffed it into my mouth.
I stuff it in with frustration. Why
Why is everyday so meaningless. How do i make it meaningful ?! I want to go out but its too hot! and with who! damn why does this world not love me why...
HAVING THE WORLD TO MYSELF ….. CAUSE NO OTHER SOUL IS HERE TO SHARE IT WITH ME
Have you ever felt?
Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is...
“See, that’s my model of friendship; it’s something I crystallized when I was 12...”
– (Since You Asked - Salon.com)
just playing young blood on loudspeaker. soaking it all up
why do you always need an escape? why do you always want to “get away” we’re all aware that conversations are the spice to life but dodging one takes all those possibility away. my mind is in limbo at the moment like as if someone froze time. I am here, on my bed curled up comfortably with my essentials. youtube is playing TNAF on repeat and I began questioning the purpose of...
December 2011
14 posts
2am
That time of the night when you feel completely exhausted but your mind still lingers… how little I need people and same goes the other way round.
With my crossbow ready in my hand, I was in search of a brown hare in the midst of tall golden grass. Spring afternoon. My hoof was already aching from this hunt, I know luck wasn’t on my side. Is that a girl I see? Craned my neck and squinted my eyes for a better view. I tried to approach her as quietly as possible, not trying to distract her but the noise my horseshoe made gave it away. I...
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November 2011
19 posts
